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I kept running, not looking behind. My eyes were filled with tears but I kept telling myself not to turn around. Not this time. I wanted to stay strong in any imaginable case.

It was this overwhelming inner feeling again, a voice that told me: grab your legs and get away from here, this is no good. Yet something in me was screaming, shouting that what I’m doing is wrong. It was breaking down, questioning life itself on all I was doing now.
Turn around you fool! It kept shouting. Turn around and face this situation, you won’t get another! This something was my never ending love for you.

But the other me kept saying no. It was the good fairy trying to keep me from evil. Blabbering down the old list of things that would happen when I’d see you face to face. It kept telling me it’d be better for us both.

So I went away in silence, deafened, blinded, broken.
I thought it would kill me, but I’m still alive.
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I sometimes curse myself for running away but I guess it was the best I could have done. Who knows where I'd be now if I'd turned around and went back.

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DragonKeeper92 Featured By Owner May 28, 2014  Hobbyist Writer
I can really relate to this, and it makes me relieved that I'm not the only one. I knew I wasn't, but just hearing from somebody else made me not feel so alone. You have beautiful writing, and i admire your work! 
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LyricalRefuge Featured By Owner May 29, 2014  Hobbyist Writer
Thank you very much for your kind words :hug: I'm also glad that I am not the only one with experiences like these.
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mackmaddie Featured By Owner May 25, 2014
Cool! I think I can relate a bit. +fav :D
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LyricalRefuge Featured By Owner May 25, 2014  Hobbyist Writer
:hug: thank you =)
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tjbunnylove Featured By Owner May 25, 2014  Student Filmographer
wow tis is so beautifull
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LyricalRefuge Featured By Owner May 25, 2014  Hobbyist Writer
Thank you :heart:
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Uglybutterflies Featured By Owner May 24, 2014  Hobbyist Writer
I wish saying goodbye was easier 
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LyricalRefuge Featured By Owner May 24, 2014  Hobbyist Writer
Oh yes .. especially in this case. I had the opportunity to meet someone I had a bad crush on but refused in the end because I knew it would throw me over and let it be, packed my bags and rushed back home ...
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LightbulbWarehouse Featured By Owner May 24, 2014  Hobbyist General Artist
<3
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LyricalRefuge Featured By Owner May 24, 2014  Hobbyist Writer
:hug:
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